1. If you were to name the one choice that you'd never want to make again, what would it be?

2. If you had to eliminate one form of weather, what would it be?

3. If you could gain back all the hours you've spent doing a certain thing what would it be?

4. If you could forget one thing what would it be?

5. If you could go back to one place yu've been in your life, where would you go?

6. If you could remove the ability to hate from one person in the world today who would it be?

7. If you were to be the opposite sex for a single day what would you do?

The men in my life have taught many lessons. Whether they were "just friends" or more, each provided me with unforgettable experiences. Through them I learned to love and hate. I learned when and when not to cry. They showed me how to give and receive. They helped me forgive and forget. Through them I knew pain and joy. Whether the experience was positive or negative, their presence in my life was greatly appreciated because the men in my life taught me about me. Much of who I am is because of them and I love them because of that.

Dear God-
I have been selfish and inconsiderate. I have disappointed those I love and I've been consistently lying to myself by believing that I can handle life alone and being too proud to admit that I need help. I have wondered from my path and have found myself lost in my failures and mistakes. I WANT OUT!!! I want to regain what I once had. I miss the me I used to be-the one who had faith in herself and in her God. HELP ME for I've fallen victim to my own faults and I can't find my way home.
AMEN

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Apples
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy....... So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked!
And... Men are like a fine wine. They start out as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.