As I stated in my first Blog, it's amazing how much you don't know about yourself until you are confronted with certain issues. For instance, I've never been the jealous or vindictive type, but lately I've noticed that I've become very spoiled and selfish. Last night I felt the need to physically harm someone, and it wasn't because of anything they said or did(it really didn't have anything to do with them); i just wanted things MY WAY!! I wanted to be in full control and because I couldn't, I wanted to harm anyone that was nearby.